My story! Hello, I am a man of many names! Some may know me as Rice, others maybe as Riley/Ryker. I have been struggling with horrible gender dysphoria for as long as I can remember. Here latelt it has been preventing me from doing a lot of the things i enjoy. I was lucky enough to be able to start testosterone in April of 2024 which has been great and boosted my confidence a lot but it obviously has not changed the one thing that I’ve hated ever since they started developing. My chest. Everyday feels like a living nightmare just because of my chest. It sucks when I get told that they are not a big deal but to put it into perspective, I dont get to wear the clothes i want to wear because of how dysphoric i get. Showers are incredibly hard to get through as i hate having to taking off my binder for any reason. I don’t get to enjoy swimming comfortably which sucks as at pools I just sit on the side while friends and family get to have fun. All I ever wear are hoodies, even in the summer heat. I live in Oklahoma gets really hot here. There are even times where ive thrown up because of the heat. It doesnt help I work around hot equipment either at Wendy’s while also wearing hoodies or layering up. I’ve spent the last 7 years for about 12 hours a day binding my chest. Luckily I have no damage to my knowledge but there are certainly times where i experience pains from it. Binding has become so exhausting and i just really dont know how much more i can take of this. I risk my ribs getting broken with how often i do it and when i use tape, my already sensitive skin gets torn. Everyday gets harder and harder to get through, this surgery would honestly save my life. I really hate asking for help as it makes me feel bad but I dont have much financial support for getting top surgery other than my own job which I get paid 12/hr for. Any leftover money would go towards my hrt, i pay $99 a month through plume since living in Oklahoma can be rather difficult to find places that will provide gender affirming care. Money will also go towards travel as I will most likely need to do that in order to get this surgery since as i mentioned before, Oklahoma is kinda one of the worst places to be transgender. This surgery would really be lifesaving, but it’s definitely hard to afford when youre a broke college student not even making a living wage. any money leftover will be used toward paying for my hormones/travel/surgery aftercare and i feel horrible asking for money without providing a service so feel free to @ me (lvicnrn on stantwt or @0wofs on furrytwt) with a receipt and ill draw you a little doggy of your choice! In short, this surgery would honestly give me a chance to be happy in this short life were alreadt given. Anything helps, sharing is greatly appreciated:) $250- Consultation! ✅ $250- Surgery date deposit! ✅ (Have not put down the deposit yet though in case I must push back the date further!) $7000- Surgeon fees! $25 - labs & supplies! ✅
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