Hey all, Some of you may know me as Forevanity--for nearly a year, I have been a streamer who focuses on primarily horror games, but I mix it up with RPG's, first-person shooters, and various others from time to time. In truth, the reason why I got into streaming in the first place was to give myself a creative outlet while I was struggling with my anxiety which has been progressively getting more oppressive every year. Over the past few years post-pandemic, my life has been a whirlwind where I've struggled to find any stability along the way. I've had a lot of friends help me to stay from being homeless because it would have otherwise been an indefinite reality for me since I don't have a lot of support from family. My real name is Dusty Emberlyn Orais, and recently I lost my regular job. Streaming doesn't really pay me much outside of giving me a place to share my love of gaming and to express myself while I worked as a contract technical support agent for a non-specific big gaming company. More specifically, I lost it because my new doctor took too long to write me a note for my work, and since I had to take a lot of time off from work while we were trying some new medications, I had pretty terrible attendance because of it. My schedule was a hybrid, so there were days where I was expected to go into the office even though my tasks most certainly didn't require that I work on location... and those days were the worst because being around a lot of strangers made my anxiety to be at its worst. With all of the news anti-LGBTQ+ movements going on in the US on top of pandemic life and various other more personal matters, it's been challenging to stay mentally stable to say the least. So hey, if you're able to help me out even just a little, it would be a big help. My apartment is pretty pricy because unfortunately my credit was poor and I didn't have a lot of options. But I'm so tired of moving. Since about 2016, maybe longer, I've moved every year, sometimes multiple times (I think my record is maybe 5 times in one year). I don't have a lot of things to call my own, and I've tried to create my own safe haven despite it. My last job paid very decently well, but I don't know what I'm gonna do without it; to be more frank, I don't know if I'll find a job that will pay me anywhere near as much since it felt like a fluke... Any funds you send my way will be used toward food, rent utilities, medical resources, and generally trying to stay afloat mentally and emotionally. Last time I was looking for work it took quite a while to get any traction, but at the moment I'm mostly trying to come at this with the expectation that I'll have a job within the next two months. That might be a big expectant to be honest, but we're being optimistic! Thanks everyone, I appreciate your help!
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