Dear Friends and Soul Family It is with a tender heart full of love and an aching body full of hope that I reach out to you. I am of course looking for miracles in every moment, but I could honestly use some help financially. I had to cancel my dream trip to Finland this month because my neck pain returned and I fell into an intense pain cycle that has been quite debilitating. As far as I know, it is because of a pinched nerve and a bulging disc in my neck. This current episode is the fourth I've experienced over the last 17 years. The last time it happened was in 2019, which I genuinely did not think I would overcome. Over the years, as a result of this chronic condition, I ended up losing some muscle sensations in my whole body which is the weirdest thing I have ever experienced. The first episode began right after giving birth to my youngest daughter in 200, triggered by having a spinal cord injury from the epidural. My healing journey to recovery from the initial pain cycle was many years. And I have just recently released the guilt I felt from not being able to raise my daughters the way I wanted to because I was hurting every day. I felt deeply alone because I didn't have close family members or a community around me. I didnt feel like I was worthy or able to ask any help at the time. I want you to know that by reaching out to you and sharing my story here like this, I am already breaking free from a deep inherited wound of not feeling worthy of support. I know there are deeper spiritual purposes for all of the challenges in my life. My beautiful neck pain has given me precious gifts of awakenings as well as intense physical, mental and emotional challenges over the years. And so, I bless this human life of getting to be in these physical bodies knowing that we are not our bodies but so much more. I had been dreaming about the trip to Finland with my beloved Oryan from the beginning of our union and it was deeply sad to lose it this way. To be honest, not being able to fulfill this long-term dream that we both worked towards very intentionally for many months, specifically because of another neck pain cycle, sent me into a dark night of the soul. Following the last chronic pain episode, I was finally able to heal because I found a special chiropractor that does adjustments literally no one else in the world can do. Unfortunately, he is not in practice anymore, so I went to see two different chiropractors and ended up getting worse. I finally stopped the treatments and am hoping to find my way out of this in a new way. Considering the money I lost from my non-refundable plane ticket and various bookings in Finland–what I invested in two different chiropractors recently–as well as the surprise that my husband's company shut down suddenly this week, I have decided to start a LFEBridge. I saved up all of my money for this trip and am now needing to invest what I have left in my health, and I want to move forward with more ease and be able to get the therapies that I need to heal completely. As far as my healing, I am excited to start a long-term treatment program with someone called the bone architect that I found recently. After receiving an initial session with her, there was a significant shift in my well-being and breathing (which has been very constricted and weak), and I feel very guided to continue working with her. You may check out her website here www.bonearchitect.com if you are curious about her healing work. Also, I will begin acupuncture as soon as possible, massages to open up my neck muscles that are extremely tight and keep working with an applied kinesiologist that I just met named Brian Garret. I also have had wonderful recommendations to different healers like a gifted local osteopath I would like to see. You are all angels in my life. I open my heart to the abundant flow of love and support from the universe through all of you. Thank you with all of my magical heart. May you be blessed abundantly and magically at all times and in all ways. And I can't wait to emerge back to wholeness and health and melt into a delicious hug with you soon. Miia Magdalena
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