This is our sweet Eleanor who was born on June 28 at 2:15pm she had a normal pregnancy passed all her anatomy scans growth scans and weekly non stress tests. I woke up the morning of June 28 with no little kicks or jabs as her usual routine she woke up the minute I woke up. I knew something was off I went to the hospital that morning to be told that she no longer had a heartbeat. No more answers where given except "these things happen sometimes " I delivered her that same day via C section at 2:15pm. The pain of seeing them take out your lifeless baby from your body is excruciating we didn't hear our usually strong baby cries or get to hug a warm baby after the pain and procedure of a C section as we did with our other 3 children. Our Eleanor Mckayla was very loved and anticipated by our family her brother and sisters would sing her and read her books everyday. My oldest especially a sentimental and with the biggest heart you know Gigi was devastated when we came home after 3 days in the hospital empty handed. We are looking into family therapy and bereavement groups. But we decided to have our sweet baby cremated to be able to go on a road trip with our other 3 children to spread her ashes in places that make us happy. My husband will be taken an unpaid leave of absence from work and then we are planning on moving closer to family for closer love and support while we grieve. If you know me, I never ask for help especially financially but I'd like to help my hardworking husband who is also grieving but is trying not to show it because he says he needs to be strong for us. Anything helps and if you can't donate we appreciate you praying over our family for comfort and to find peace in the days,months and years to come.
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