Hey family and friends at 33 weeks my little boy Cameron made his way to heaven in my grandmas arms. Due to things that were completely out of our control. His umbilical cord had tied in a knot and he had unforeseen heart problems. My little boy was a fighter though. He’d kick, push and jump all day and night long so when I went a full day without feeling him. I sought medical attention. When we arrived and ever nurse could not find a pulse my heart dropped. They couldn’t be sure so they called and ultrasound and within minutes we knew he was gone. I can not express the feeling of loss, my little boy who was gonna be a soccer player or a track star was gone. My heart dropped out of my chest. After pulling myself together a little it was clear he was going to have to come out. So they started the long induction process. From point of induction it took about 32 hours for him to arrive. Even though he was gone I still wanted to hold my little boy. I held onto him for as long as I could. I spent twelve hours with my little man in that hospital room. Then said my goodbyes or see you laters as I will be receiving his cremation. I could imagine having to go somewhere to my sweet boy. He was meant to be close so that was what we decided as a family. This experience has to be one of the worst things I’ve gone through in my life. Although I would not take back a second of getting to hold him and watching as my parents got to live on there sweet grand child. For anyone who’d like to know, he had the darkest brown hair and the cutest little button nose. Along with long little toes and the sweetest little hands. What my family really needs is some help though. After this traumatic experience the last thing I want myself or them to be worrying about is how we’re going to pay for any of this. So I’m just asking for a little help, anything helps it can be a dollar for all I care. It’s a dollar more than what we had before. I really do appreciate all the love and affection we’ve been shown as a family, from my little Cameron and myself, thank you.
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